I had all intents to mail my acceptance paper back to App State yesterday, however.....My mom and I had a discussion and it was made clear to me that I probably still couldn't afford to live in Boone as of this moment in time. I still have some time to send in the letter so I haven't given up hope for a miracle yet but I started to put some back-up plans into motion. The real dilemma is I'm not sure if I'ma acting faithfully at this point. I had been praying for only one option for Grad School and that happened and then I got the letter that I had funding from them. I really thought that God had opened that door, but after yesterday I don't know. I don't know if not accepting is not following God's plan for me. I guess I'll continue to pray and maybe he'll send lighting bolts that spell out exactly where I'm supposed to be. In the mean time I applied for a full time job with the school system managing the cafeterias....So even though Make Plans seems broad and an endless topic I feel I can cross it off my list :)
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Life or what you will
I had all intents to mail my acceptance paper back to App State yesterday, however.....My mom and I had a discussion and it was made clear to me that I probably still couldn't afford to live in Boone as of this moment in time. I still have some time to send in the letter so I haven't given up hope for a miracle yet but I started to put some back-up plans into motion. The real dilemma is I'm not sure if I'ma acting faithfully at this point. I had been praying for only one option for Grad School and that happened and then I got the letter that I had funding from them. I really thought that God had opened that door, but after yesterday I don't know. I don't know if not accepting is not following God's plan for me. I guess I'll continue to pray and maybe he'll send lighting bolts that spell out exactly where I'm supposed to be. In the mean time I applied for a full time job with the school system managing the cafeterias....So even though Make Plans seems broad and an endless topic I feel I can cross it off my list :)
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